reminder

October 28, 2007

A very tiring week for me. Rush rush rush. I had to work last Sunday and I guess that contributes to my lethargy this week. Somehow as the weekend gets nearer, the more energy I have. Last Saturday, wedding – Rudy and Christine’s which I helped to shoot. Really privileged to learn something and also to chronicle their big day. Photos are on my multiply – www.cowism.multiply.com

As things get heated up and work seeps in, I tend to overlook things in ministry, even in my personal life. I somehow feel that I just need time alone, thats why I didn’t go for the basketball competition which was canceled in the end. Being alone gives me time to think, reflect and ponder of certain issues. When I was in the army, I took it for granted the zho-boing (I translate – idling) where I manage to find time alone. I miss my bunk, office and personal space (I was the few NSFs who had a table to himself).  Thank God for it.

The constant playback of the advice in my head given by my ex-Commander to run daily to keep my fitness up is really something to remind myself of. Now from the frying pan to the hot oil (working world), it seems so hard to please everyone.

And I was reminded by a song that was always sung in cell group years ago…

“Your grace is sufficient for me
Your strength is made perfect
When I am weak
All that I cling to
I lay at Your feet
Your grace is sufficient for me”

And that is so comforting.

Tomorrow, Monday. Here world, here I come – with God’s grace ;)

see it wide

October 16, 2007

The long weekend was a great respite from all the Monday blues. Somehow I feel I ain’t doing enough at work. My colleague has been staying and doing overtime and I’ve been going home either on the dot or slightly later. But it seems that I’ve done all my stuff, planned all my stuff and given ideas and things seem to be going on as scheduled… But whatever it is, I’m moving on… My first training session starts next week and I need to sit down and rethink my programme. Aiya, if things can get as brainless as the serving as an NSF..whahaha :p

And oh, some bird flew into my room on Monday and got stuck in my room. So in my bid (and my mom’s) to chase it out, the bird got so scared that it poo-ed all over the window grille and on the floor… Like the Chinese say, 帕到大便。。And we spent the whole morning cleaning my room up! Silly bird. Haha!

Finally got my wide angle lens for my camera on Saturday ;) And my unsuccessful light painting experiment on Friday night. Haha

A coincidence to see Pamela at City Hall. I was plugged into my iPod and didn’t manage to hear her calling me. It was great chatting up. I was waiting for my wide angle lens seller and she was waiting for her Birkenstock buyer.

I better get to sleep soon. It is a long day tomorrow – sending in my nikon d80 for cleaning before Rudy and Christine’s big day. Documenting their wedding this Saturday :D

I wanna be Your best friend. I wanna know You more…