perfect love drives out all fear

It is tough to trust when God closes a door – when you think that He has promised to give it. And it’s even more difficult to write this down. Many non-believers will ask, so if your God has promised you, why hasn’t He fulfilled His promise?

I don’t have a perfect answer but I know faith leads to love and perfect love drives out all fear. I know that if Jesus closes a door, He will open another – which I believe it’s a new start. I hate to use maybes and ifs when I talk about God, because I have the faith to believe and the ability to hear Him.

It’s a new beginning this coming few months. Trying but it is worth it. Really worth it. For Jesus, it is worth it.

“I’m not ashamed of the Gospel of Your Name“

Popped by cousin’s place at Punggol after cell on Saturday to celebrate her son’s first month. Didn’t shoot landscape but shot the children over there!

Kerine

 Andrew

Seth

Philip

Amanda & Kerine

Back to camp tomorrow, and it’s going to be a busy busy day.

“Till I see you face to face and grace amazing takes me home, I’ll trust in You” 

work it

I hit the gym today – after 4 months. 5km on the treadmill (like a hamster running) and 4 repetitions of weight lifting left my body soft like bean curd. The day was just mundane! Boss wasn’t around and there weren’t much to do either. Took time to research on the degree courses I want to do and I really need to pray over this matter.

Returned to Clementi Town the other day with Maddy and boy is it so different now. And the great memories kept flooding back. From the canteen operator to my mentor then – Ms Wu, and to Mr Chin – the then NIE trainee who was Mrs Chan’s understudy back in Fairfield to the lovely students who still call me by Mr Teo. I won’t upload most of the pictures but these two kids caught my eye as I was reviewing the photos – especially with the boy with the candy floss. Oh yes, Daphne is the pang-seh queen..heh heh.. don’t say we pang-seh because your exams ended so late!

It feels that things are all not going too right now but I have to trust in the Lord. Even in cell and in all things basically. The sense of helplessness is like this heavy cloud hanging over me. I am just so tired at standing at the crossroads.

In my weakness, Jesus is my strength.
“My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness”
- 2Co 12:9

I just wanna know that His strength is only made perfect only in my weakness.

chilling

Ain’t it great if you don’t have to work on a Monday? Boss gave the day off tomorrow. And I will make full use of the day. I may wanna pop by the library at Marine Parade – It’s been long since I headed there. Then off for apple strudel with my ex cell members

Such an eventful day today! Haha. somehow I love taking trains on a Sunday morning. Quiet and lots of empty seats. I was late for duty in church, apparently I ran home as I forgotten to take my antibiotics (last tablet!!). And hilariously, the amera that went ‘missing’ at the end of the service. But somehow I knew it wasn’t really missing. Haha! Anyway, the message for 1st service was really good.

Saturday – zone service. Photos are up. Pretty good shoot I tell you. Now I didn’t regret getting this lens

Anyway, it’s time for bed. Sincere apologies to Leonard. I was caught up with things in church. Photos coming soon Very soon I promise.